What is happening?? As the world goes round, many people change.. why is this happening?? i dun want this to happen, i already patched up with them, meanwhile there is another misunderstanding. this is not happening to me, but why is this happening?? everyone changes, some change frm bad to good, others change frm good to bad, i wont say hu i m toking abt.. i m really sad.. why is this happening?? this wasn't wad i want. the pui baa blog was once filled wif happiness and laughter, now is has been filled wif anger, jealously and misery. i m really really sad, rather emo.. this was not wad i wanted, i wanted to be the first, and yet, becoz of my selfishness and wadsoeva, i have caused every one to be sad in fact crying.. sorry my fellow frenz, i dun blame you but in fact you should blame me.
I guess you shld no hu i m, i dun wan to be first anymore, i just want my frens back. why is this happening to me?? perhaps, there is no turning back.. once done, is always done. time cannot rewind neither could facts be twisted. i no i m in the wrong, but wad can i do, say sorry?? there is simply nooo use, i have already hurt someone, there is no future, no brightness, there is only darkness.
I have fallen into a black hole, no one can save me, not even myself..

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