bye guys! i guess no one would be able to undersatnd wad i mean but wad i mean was jus a heart with no life is no longer a heart. what's the point of having rich parents when they give their assets to my siblings? i m seriously not boasting, but i juz no wad i no. i m crying but you cvant see it cuz my heart is the one crying. without a heart, i cant survive. but i rather have a heart that has love than to have a heart that can pump but without love. why is life like this? i always thought that i was good enuf, but they expected mre of me. i cant do it, they will beat and scold. hence, whenever i get bad result, i will cry. i m a crybaby. i dun wan to have frenz any longer, i wan my parents back.. i wan them to be good to me, i want them to understand me, i wan them to love me. they do love me, maybe the doors of my heart is closed. no one can enter any longer. Hence, i cant feel anything else. i have long closed my doors. NOW, i dun even love myself. When Mr loh was toking abt the champs, i was guilty. i knew i have long given up on my self so i cried. but i dare not tell anyone, but to keep to the shut doors. I no you will think that i m riting crap but i dun care.

signed off a heart, a broken heart with no even a drop of love

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